1rst Sunday in Costa Rica :)

Sooo today was really fun, up until the time that we got computer time and I checked my final grades for school and they were not good. My grades are not what they need to be for Watson School of Education. I'm really stressed. It's really upseting it's going to take even longer for me to complete school when I'm already on an extended plan. I just am wanting to go home and take care of things and meet with an advisor and figure everything out. I wrote Nancy my advisor so hopefully she will write me back soon and I will have some sort of answer as to what I should be doing. Worst case senario is that I just take a whole semester off and I end up working which would suck so bad but maybe what I have to end up doing. I know that for a fact when I get back I'm going to get off my medication.
Today we got up and hiked up to a volcano, it was amazing. The veiw of it was just incredible. Also the second time as we were walking down it kind of exploded. It was so cool I've def. never seen anything like it. I really hope this trip is something the lord wanted me to do because I feel so spent right now and just worn emotionally not even pyshically. I think it's just because of my grades. I will def. be really to come home when the time comes. But the lord is teaching me pateince and to trust in him because I am always wanting to do things on my own and always have things planned out and sometimes there is not always a plan. One of the best verses I can think of is: "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths." Proverbs 3:5-6

I really need to follow this verse and not lean on my own understanding and try to direct my own path. We went to this store today and it was amazzzing! They had hammocks that were 20 dollars, so cute. I got a key chain of course because my key chain is not large enough already and then a lizard for ashley's mom, hard to explain but she collects them!  But anyways more later we are going to stay with our host families now. I am reallly nervous about that should be interesting! We have school all this week! I am so tireeeed right now I def just want to go to bed. We went out for a bit last night. lol Off to host families homes! PURA VIDA!